Wednesday, 27 April 2011

this project has evolved into two different projects:

'love diaries' and 'some sex tales'

Sunday, 20 June 2010

Thus

tel / thus

Endlessly required to define the loved object, and suffering from the uncertainties of this definition, the amorous subject dreams of a knowledge which would let him take the other as he is, thus no other, exonerated from any adjective.

Wednesday, 9 June 2010

Flayed

écorché / flayed

The particular sensibility of the amorous subject, which renders him vulnerable, defenseless to the slightest injuries.

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

Ravishment

ravissement / ravishment

The supposedly initial episode (though it may be reconstructed after the fact) during which the amorous subject is "ravished" (captured and enchanted) by the image of the loved object (popular name: love at first sight; scholarly name: enamoration).

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Sobria Ebrietas

vouloir-saisir / will-to-possess

Realizing that the difficulties of the amorous relationship originate in his ceaseless desire to appropriate the loved being in one way or another, the subject decides to abandon henceforth all "will-to-possess" in his regard.

Saturday, 1 May 2010

Clouds

nuages / clouds

Meaning and employment of that darkening of mood which overtakes the subject under various circumstances.

Monday, 26 April 2010

The Unknowable

inconnaissable / unknowable

Efforts of the amorous subject to understand and define the loved being "in itself," by some standard of character type, psychological or neurotic personality, independent of the particular data of the amorous relation.

Thursday, 8 April 2010

Gradiva

Gradiva / Gradiva

This name, borrowed from Jensen's book analyzed by Freud, designates the image of the loved being insofar as that being agrees to enter to some degree into the amorous subject's delirium in order to help him escape from it.

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

twelfth letter arrived
(United Kingdom)

Tuesday, 30 March 2010

Aubade

réveil / waking

Various modes by which the amorous subject finds upon waking that he is once again besieged by the anxieties of his passion.

Saturday, 27 March 2010

Fade-out

jading / fade-out

Painful ordeal in which the loved being appears to withdraw from all contact, without such enigmatic indifference even being directed against the amorous subject or pronounced to the advantage of anyone else, world or rival.

Tuesday, 23 March 2010

Agony

angoisse / anxiety

The amorous subject, according to one contingency or another, feels swept away by the fear of a danger, an injury, an abandonment, a revulsion - a sentiment he expresses under the name anxiety.

Thursday, 18 March 2010

This can't go on

insupportable / unbearable

The sentiment of an accumulation of amorous sufferings explodes in this cry: "This can't go on . . ."

Tuesday, 9 March 2010

Exiled from the Image-repertoire

exil / exile

Deciding to give up the amorous condition, the subject sadly discovers himself exiled from his Image-repertoire.

Sunday, 7 March 2010

Regretted?

regretté / regretted

Imagining himself dead, the amorous subject sees the loved being's life continue as if nothing had happened.

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

"I am crazy"

fou / mad

It frequently occurs to the amorous subject that he is or is going mad.
eleventh letter arrived (Jaguar badge)
(United Kingdom)
tenth letter arrived (CD)
(United Kingdom)

Saturday, 27 February 2010

"What is to be done?"

conduite / behavior

A deliberative figure: the amorous subject raises (generally) futile problems of behavior: faced with this or that alternative, what is to be done? How is he to act?

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

ninth letter arrived
(United Kingdom)

Saturday, 20 February 2010

eigth letter arrived
(United Kingdom)

Friday, 19 February 2010

Images

image / image

In the amorous realm, the most painful wounds are inflicted more often by what one sees than by what one knows.

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

sixth and seventh letter arrived
(Estonia)

Sunday, 14 February 2010

Catastrophe

catastrophe / catastrophe

Violent crisis during which the subject, experiencing the amorous situation as a definitive impasse, a trap from which he can never escape, sees himself doomed to total destruction.

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

fifth letter arrived
(unknown)

Monday, 8 February 2010

fourth letter arrived
(United Kingdom)

Sunday, 7 February 2010

"I want to understand"

comprendre / to understand

Suddenly perceiving the amorous episode as a knot of inexplicable reasons and impaired solutions, the subject exclaims: "I want to understand (what is happening to me)!"

Saturday, 23 January 2010

Why?

pourquoi / why

Even as he obsessively asks himself why he is not loved, the amorous subject lives in the belief that the loved object does love him but does not tell him so.

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

third letter arrived
(Germany)

Saturday, 16 January 2010

Ideas of Solution

issues / outcomes

Enticement of solutions, whatever they may be, which afford the amorous subject, despite their frequently catastrophic character, a temporary peace; hallucinatory manipulation of the possible outcomes of the amorous crisis.

Monday, 4 January 2010

Exuberance

dépense / expenditure

A figure by which the amorous subject both seeks and hesitates to place love in an economy of pure expenditure, of "total loss."

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

The Intractable

affirmation / affirmation

Against and in spite of everything, the subject affirms love as value.

Saturday, 5 December 2009

The Love Letter

lettre / letter

This figure refers to the special dialectic of the love letter, both blank (encoded) and expressive (charged with longing to signify desire).

Thursday, 3 December 2009

second letter arrived
(Australia)

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

first letter arrived
(United Kingdom)

Saturday, 28 November 2009

No Answer

mutisme / silence

The amorous subject suffers anxiety because the loved object replies scantily or not at all to his language (discourse or letters).

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

Waiting

attente / waiting

Tumult of anxiety provoked by waiting for the loved being, subject to trivial delays (rendezvous, letters, telephone calls, returns).

Monday, 23 November 2009


waiting for letters